by Gale Acuff
On the steps of our portable building
that we use for Sunday School I sit and
wait for Miss Hooker to arrive. She's my
teacher. I'm the first one here this morning
because I have something to tell her and
it's not easy and we should be alone
and I don't want to wait until after
class when my buddies have left because then
I'm mighty hungry and have to get home;
it's a mile there, and a mile here, of course,
and I won't get a good lunch if I'm late,
bacon and eggs, my folks will eat it all
and stick me with strawberry jelly. They
never come to church, they just send me so
they can be alone, I guess, even though
at regular school I don't bother them
either, only when I get home from that
and then just for the afternoon and at
six o'clock for supper and afterwards
I've got homework and go to bed early,
that's the law no matter where the sun is.
I'm 10, not 25 like Miss Hooker
or in my early thirties like my folks.
When I get up for Sunday School they're still
asleep. I can hear them snoring: Father
like he can hardly breathe and Mother like
music, something like a flute if my dog
was playing it. He doesn't know music,
I mean at least not the human kind and
all I can
play is the radio. Ha
ha.
I swiped that one from Father so I'll
feel closer to him, I guess. Then I eat
my oatmeal and drink my Tang and get dressed
(I'm too young to shave) and head out for church
while it's still dark so I steer by the stars
and I'm not afraid of ghosts, the Holy
Ghost not included, of course, but normal
ghosts because I'm on my way to see God,
sort of. Even Preacher doesn't get here
as early as I did today. I fell
asleep for a few seconds waiting for
Miss Hooker and she woke me driving up,
I mean that she
was driving up, of course.
I watched her dismount, like she had a horse,
but of course she drives a Plymouth Valiant.
How can ladies watch where they're going when
they're always looking down at their shoes? But
that's not what I wanted to ask her but
what I wanted to ask her was will she
go out on a date with me when I'm old
enough, say 16? I practiced last night
with my dog. He licked my face. That's a good
sign. Miss Hooker walked up to me and said
Good morning,
Gale, it's nice to see you
here so bright
and early.
I said, Yes ma'am
and then forgot what I wanted to say
but remembered as she walked past me and
then she asked me to help her to distribute
the hymnals and when we were through, there's just
about a dozen of us students. I
got sick and ran out the front door and threw
up breakfast on the south side of the porch
and Miss Hooker comforted me and that's
how I fell out of love with her a spell;
I just wanted devotion, not sorrow.
Still, I lay there with my head in her lap
while she stroked my forehead and as I looked
up I saw the bottom of her chin and
the two holes in her nose, nostrils they're called,
and thought, God's
thrown us out of Paradise.
That's how I fell back in love once more but
it was time for Sunday School. The children.
Bio: Gale
Acuff has had poetry published in Ascent,
Ohio Journal, Descant, Adirondack Review, Ottawa Arts Review, WorcesterReview,
Maryland Poetry Review, Florida Review, South Carolina Review, Arkansas Review,
Carolina Quarterly, Poem, South Dakota Review, Santa Barbara Review, Sequential Art Narrative in Education,
and many other journals. He has authored three books of poetry: Buffalo Nickel (BrickHouse Press, 2004),
The Weight of the World (BrickHouse,
2006), and The Story of My Lives (BrickHouse,
2008).
Gale has taught university English in the US,
China, and the Palestinian West Bank.
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