by Jim Davis
Sycophancy
He’d crushed a spider with bare feet before his
mother
caught
him in boxer briefs, mirroring the MC
Hammer dance, typewriting across the TV,
parachute
hips engraining themselves
in the iconography of cool. There is much to be
said
of
the Gulf War, but he’s too young. He blushed, she laughed
and he tucked into himself for a few years,
sketching
the
line between charming and slick.
Days turn toward night and white rice steams in
a pot
on
the stove above another boiling pot. Several worlds
wherein the sun’s shadow is a universe
of
suns. It’s true: we sit atop infinity, be grateful.
One should never say he took the long way
home,
but the slow way, for the sake of others
and the value of time over distance. It’s true
success
relates to loneliness – how he has yet to determine.
Sun folds flesh and spots it. And then
you’ve
either got it or not – if so it will be true
what they’ve said, how lonely the top can be,
like the tip
of
an iceberg chattering after its body, submerged, sloughing
the sharp caps of itself – which is to admit
that the bottom is colder
and
darker and equally alone. And everything
the newspapers say he’s done
is
so close to the truth there’s barely a margin of room
for the telling of actual truths – what
relevance in relieving
aces
from caverns of sleeve, pulling handkerchiefs
from his lonely mouth. Skittering, shuddering,
shuffling
across
various nondescript stages. Guilt and acceptance.
Progress and industry. Steamed rice and
broccoli.
Unctuous;
and sincere. Oily ribbons of blood on the altar
of a man recalling the thoughts of a boy
dancing
through a world he hardly knew, fanged
arachnids becoming what others might be bothered by.
The City’s Black Ice
challenges traction. Aaron
Rodgers’ clavicle
fused back, he’s in &
throwing Chris Conte
picks. Tropicana OJ is supposed
to break
down alcohol, drink before bed to
limit your head
ache in the morning. Honeydew dawn,
chia
seeds, greek yogurt & all
this time I believed
unimagined pleasantries lay
ahead. A small tickle
in the purple lip/black ice
winter. It’s nearly time
to shed my seven year itch,
wander-lusting a mountain
of images. The Bears’ defense has
allowed five & a half
yards per carry this season, not
today. I say stop
picking your teeth, wash your
hands. Good advice is always hard
to stomach. There’s a huddle of
smokers beneath the street-
light, barely time between
quarters to tiptoe in a flurry
of rats in the dancing gutter.
Personal foul, unnecessary
imagery. The crowd’s beer-soaked
boos are accurate, bad
call. Do you hear that ticking?
It’s the sound of cesium
methodically decomposing. If you
feel like you missed something
it probably wasn’t me. Multiply
black ice by the imagined
pi & you’ll unwind the city’s
obsidian wire – if you were smart
enough to bring a spool, the city
will bless you
with a window to throw it out of.
I will not be one of those
who slips on ice. Nice try, Chicago.
Chris Conte blew
his assignment. You should see
the brackish morning pass by.
Hung heads pull shots of cinnamon
whiskey. Our loss
is a mirror to an iced over
galaxy. Scrape the window,
breathe into your fist. Live in winter’s
timorous shadow, subtle
itch. Ice-reflects buildings like
upside down trees.
JIM DAVIS is a
graduate of Knox College and an MFA candidate at Northwestern University. Jim
lives, writes, and paints in Chicago, where he reads for TriQuarterly and edits North
Chicago Review. His work has received Pushcart
Prize and Best of the Net
nominations, and has appeared in Seneca
Review, Adirondack Review, The Midwest Quarterly, and Columbia College Literary Review, among hundreds of others. In addition to the arts, Jim is a
teacher, coach, and international semi-professional football player.
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