by Dawn Abeita
The baby ran away. The baby was always running away. Like a
leaf, he would skitter off down the gutter. And so she was left to leave affairs
mid-stride, to dash half bent, scuttling crab-like after, trying to catch a
hand. She was a mean, mean mommy, yelling in the street. She would like,
mostly, to be a cruel mommy and duct tape the little bugger to a chair. She
wished she'd never had him, wished she'd always have him, wished she'd never
married, wished she could be alone with her husband, wished to point to
pregnant women and cover her mouth in horror, wished to lie still in a
chamomile field, though she supposed that would be as prickly as everything
else. She put herself to sleep, escaping into daydreams then slipping down that
slide into slumber, veering from being a bikini on a beach trifling with the
lifeguard to being caught in an undertow, or like the dream she had of being
lectured by a tuxedoed waiter on proper nail grooming. "So," she was
saying, when the baby took off again, flying to the door of the coffee shop,
impossibly arriving just as the hipster in his skinny jeans was entering and so
escaping outside with her hot behind. But then he ran so fast, his baby legs
scissoring the air like a cartoon's blurred wheel of speed until he was lifted
into the sky, running still higher and higher, and she considered not following,
she thought of it, but at the last available second, she grabbed his heel and,
peddling her own airborne feet, they went on up, together, not quite to the
clouds, not quite.
DAWN ABEITA has been a fellow at the MacDowell Colony and the Vermont Studio Center, and earned an MFA from Warren Wilson College. Other pieces of hers have appeared in a number of literary journals, including American Fiction, Fiction Weekly, and Potomac. She lives in Atlanta, Ga. where it only sometimes snows.
Lovely story my love.
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